.Sunday, June 1, 2008 ' 5:51 AM Y
im just cursed. nothing good happens in my life. or even it does happen, it doesnt stay for long.want examples? 1. knew this gal on july the 3rd 07. took me few months to get her used to around me. became her buddy. few months later, consequences of my wrong doing, lost privillage of being a buddy. became more like a stranger. then she noe a guy. just took her a few weeks. became buddy with him. oh ya. guess wad. she likes him too. oh well. like wad i said earlier on. nothing i do can satisfy her. flowers, baking and all those shit. getting injured somehow or rather is a retribution for doing all these stupid stuffs. 2. lost my whole damm key pouch. contained the keys to my bike's tank. and the pillion seat. and my special pooh bear decaled house key. damm. that key costs 10 over bucks to duplicate. felt really sad at that moment. wanted to seek console from her. yet, she rather play with her buddy than entertain me. i mean true wad. shes in her own world with him. petrol was low. has to disappoint yuan and win by turning back. lucky there was this bike shop on the way back. had my tank forced open in order to refill it. and i have to change both locks which costs a bomb.all in all, im just suay lah. thought i really had this buddy but turned out she chose someone else. thought i could have a bike of my own, and yet i have to spend money on it. ai ya. dunno lah. seems like nothing really stays in my life lah. gals, objects etc. ARGH.stay and rot at home better. at least you dont have to worry about money and being as poor as a dog, spending on things which are totally unnecessary. totally just feel cursed lah! wad happen if i really die the next day. would it matter? guess it'll be just the same. just adding another death count to the everyday rate. anyway, purp chang lp, you are the first person i always think of to share my good and bad news with. but sometimes got disappointed when you dont even wanna entertain me. according to you, im just another close buddy. whereas i treat you as my world.
