.Friday, May 16, 2008 ' 3:02 AM Y
My Private Entryits been a while since we gone out together.everyday there would be this thought of why it seem so hard for me to ask you out. thinking if you were really that busy or you just dont wanna hang out with me.
just tried every small things i could, hoping that things would change towards the better? but from what it seems, everythings just the same. really wondered why.
hearing that you seem so happy around him, makes me feel happy for you too. but i just cant hide, the feeling i have within. i just dunno what i really want now. everything just shattered around me.
am i the unwanted person??
ok heres the things i've decided so far.
1) stay away and nv to touch fags no more.
2) get my bike
3) study harder and stop skipping school.
4) this is the most impt one actually, but i wont say it out.
confused