.Saturday, May 31, 2008 ' 5:11 AM Y
my dear bloggie,got my bike today. went to pillion lp to her first pract lesson. then went to school for makeup lecture. followed by going to the bike shop to change my bike's shoes and some parts. somehow i just felt my bike different from the rest though. then went to pick shorty up from school. she better be appreciative. saved her life so many times. haha. on the way there, somehow i just felt strange. its like, things i wish to get, i will like hope and hope it will come true. then once i get it, i just dont feel satisfied. really dunno wad wrong with me. and ya. i just feel extremely bad. gonna work and earn back to pay dad back for the bike. its like after such a long time, that i realised she still cared. after what i've done for that period of time. its like, to me i just think she onli cares abt her best fren and nth more. and yes. this is jealousy. oh well, i ought to be happy that i was once her buddy though. and im glad that they are clicking well.named my bike pupu. its cos of several reasons lah. firstly the colour. secondly, is cos i used it as a "stand-in" for my buddy. maybe you dont get it but ya. why bother to noe. will respect pupu. wun bring harm to it by senseless and dumb racings. maintain it and keep it clean. hopefully pupu will recover soon.anyway, i just dunno wad to do abt my other concerned factor lah. its like hard to please her. or maybe its just me. no matter wad i do, it wont matter. dun really noe. oh well. 3rd july. 1 year that we noe each other. will things change? doubt so. SPARKS SPARKS WHERE ARE YOU...
