.Tuesday, November 13, 2007 ' 7:46 PM Y
im just jealous.
jealous of the life you have.
seems so carefree and fun.
im just here.
struggling to keep myself occupied.
waiting for every moment,
to be able to be with you.
you may call this lifeless,
boring or whatever.
but ya,
this is my life.
failures appear everyday in my life.
can't really stand it but i have to.
i wonder how people cope with it.
as its darn hard for me.
hope that tomorrow will be a brand new day,
filled with surprises and happiness.
this goes to you.
i just want you to have a happy and stressless life.
yes! i really do.
you are my light and my sunshine.